a collection of unfinished thoughts

i am tired

i am tired

in a way that sleep cannot fix.

i am tired.

tired of explaining,

tired of thinking,

tired of remembering

tired of wondering

if things could have been different.

i am tired.

i just want a moment

where nothing hurts.

the things i never said

there are so many things

i never said

because i was afraid

that it would be too much.

so i swallowed my words.

and now i wonder

how much of myself

can disappear

before the other person realizes

that i've disappeared.

to be cont.